Love Undone


Jolene Keim was 19 years old when her parents died. Not wanting to see her five younger siblings parceled out to relatives, Jolene decided to accept the responsibility of raising them herself, even if it meant postponing her wedding and setting aside all of her own dreams and hopes.

Ten years later, Jolene is still single and the youngest of her siblings are now teenagers. Her brother Ray was struck by lightning when he was a small child and still deals with the effects of that, including unstable emotions. Ray is one of the point of view characters and we get to watch him struggle with making good choices, choosing friends wisely, and how to recover when you really mess up.

Although Jolene has done a remarkable job adjusting to the demands that life thrust upon her, she still carries grief and a little bitterness over her engagement that ended not long after her parents' deaths. The commitment of raising five youngsters was too much for that relationship to handle, and she's had to watch as Van has moved on in ways that really hurt her. Now she and Van must work together for the first time in all these years, helping a friend who has agreed to let the Humane Society use his property as a shelter for horses rescued from abuse situations.

Also helping with the rescued horses is an Amishman from another district. Andy Fisher has been raising his son by himself for several years, ever since his wife walked out on him. Jolene misunderstands the explanation of Andy's marital status and thinks he is a widower, and she begins to allow herself to hope that the friendship blossiming between them can grow to be more. Andy greatly admires Jolene but he knows he can never be anything but a friend. With the inevitable revelation that Andy is married, and the situation with Van bursting with frustration, Jolene's heart may know greater brokenness than any it has felt before.

I felt a kinship with Jolene, because I have also chosen to help raise my younger siblings, although it's for other reasons than my parents' death. It is a very non-traditional path, holding its own sorrows and fulfilling joys. It gave me a little more emotional investment in the book, because I wanted Jolene to have a happy ending the way I hope I will have a happy ending. I can't tell you how it ends, but I do know that our God sees every sacrifice that we make for the behalf of someone else. He sees and knows, and He loves those under our care far more than we ever could. For those of us still waiting and wondering how our stories will unfold, He is worth trusting.

Click here to read the first chapter of "A Love Undone".

I received my copy from the publisher in exchange for this honest review. All opinions are my own.
Playing By Heart


I heard that this book was about high school basketball coaches in 1917 and was immediately intrigued. I've never read a work of fiction that discussed basketball in any historical era, much less all the way back to World War I! As a fan of both basketball and history, I knew this was one I had to read.

Miss Lula Bowman is happily pursuing her postgraduate studies in mathematics, and well on her way to fulfilling the dream of being the first female in the state of Oklahoma to receive her PhD, when she is forced to put those plans on hold in order to help her family. Her sister Jewel's husband passed away unexpectedly, leaving Jewel with four young children and another on the way. Knowing it's the right thing to do, Lula leaves school to move in with Jewel, and is able to find a job teaching music at the local high school. The job comes with a strict code of conduct, such as not being allowed to have gentlemen suitors during the school year. That won't be a problem because Lula is focused on helping her sister and then getting back to her own goals. But there's another catch in her contract: she must coach the girls' basketball team. That seems a little more daunting, since she's never even seen a game played.

Boys' basketball coach Chet Vaughn has become quite adept at refuting the attention that single ladies are prone to give him. He's one of the few eligible men not in uniform, and the only reason he hasn't enlisted is because he must care for his emotionally fragile mother. He also finds great purpose in helping his students, especially those with hard family situations, be able to stick with their education and receive their high school diploma. One thing Chet never expected was to develop feelings for the lovely but stubborn Lula Bowman, the one woman in town who isn't chasing after him, and who is reluctantly forced to ask him for guidance in learning the game of basketball.

Although Lula also feels attracted to Chet, she has too much on the line to encourage much of a friendship between them. Not only is her sister relying on Lula's teaching income to support her family, Lula also fully intends to resume her own studies as soon as she is able. If she is to leave unentangled romantically, both from Jewel's matchmaking attempts and from the gregarious Coach Vaughn, she knows it will take a lot of determination. First she must see her way through the basketball season and the rest of the school year.

There were many things I really liked about this book. I liked that it was set in the state of Oklahoma, where I grew up, and I was familiar with the names of towns and their geographic locations. As a teacher myself, I enjoyed the relationships that Lula and Chet had with their students. I found both main characters to be quite relatable in the sacrifices they were making for their respective families, even in the fact that not everyone approved of those choices. The basketball side of the story was very well done, and I enjoyed seeing the sport's terminology work its way into the narrative, such as this excerpt from page 30: "The words I prayed slammed into my chest like a basketball I hadn't seen coming." It was also fun to see WWI phrases, songs, and facts scattered throughout.

Overall, the book was satisfying on many levels and it thoroughly exceeded my expectations. I'll be looking into other releases from this author!

I received my copy of the book from the publisher in exchange for this honest review. All opinions are my own.
How To Talk So Kids Will Listen And Listen So Kids Will Talk


A friend recommended this book to me last year and I knew immediately that it was one I needed to read. Communication is an area in which I am always striving to improve. It's not a secret, and in fact has been acknowledged openly, that my family is bad at communication. I knew from a young age that this made life harder than it had to be, and I wanted to reverse this trend and make a change going forward. With God's help I feel I've done a pretty good job, but there is always room to grow.

"How To Talk So Kids Will Listen & Listen So Kids Will Talk" is a practical guide to promoting healthy communication specifically between parents and their children. As a teacher I also felt there was much I could take away for use in the classroom. In the "What's It All About, Anyway?" section, here are some of the authors' purposes in writing this book:

"We want to find a way to be more sensitive to one another's feelings.
"We want to find a way to express our irritation or anger without doing damage.
"We want to find a way to be respectful of our children's needs and to be just as respectful of our own needs.
"We want to find a way that makes it possible for our children to be caring and responsible.

"We want to break the cycle of unhelpful talk that has been handed down from generation to generation, and pass a different legacy to our children..."

One thing that I loved about this book was that it made sense. These methods of communication promote nurture and respect in relationships. It makes each member of the family part of a problem-solving team, working together with consideration for the good of all. Everything that I know from a lifetime of working with children, whether as a big sister or teacher, confirms in my heart that these methods will work, and have worked as I have been attempting to implement them in my life.

There are six specific areas that the authors address: helping children deal with their feelings, engaging cooperation, how to approach punishment, encouraging autonomy, praising children, and freeing them from playing roles. Each chapter seeks to equip parents with many tools which may be used in different situations and with different personalities of child.

Really the only thing I did not like about this book was that it was not written from a Christian perspective, and therefore leaves out the best child-raising wisdom of all. But I saw nothing in these pages that would not be compatible for using alongside Biblical principles for raising children in a healthy, God-honoring way. In truth, I believe that the Bible presented with good communication will only make it have more of a lasting impact in the lives of the precious children around us. I highly recommend this title to parents and teachers everywhere.
Winnowing Season


Gifted horticulturist Rhoda is on the verge of setting off to the new Amish settlement in Maine when Samuel King's well-meaning efforts put the whole move in jeopardy. Her church leaders have never felt comfortable with Rhoda's keen intuition, and decide at the eleventh hour to hold an open meeting in an attempt to discredit and shame her. Stalwart Rhoda has faith that things will work out the way they are supposed to, but she is sad her new friends the Kings will finally see the way her community has treated her ever since she was young.

Samuel only desired to help Rhoda in getting the church leaders involved, but now feels terrible that he unintentionally put his friend and business partner in hot water. He has staked everything on starting the new colony in Maine and restoring the apple orchard there.

Meanwhile, Samuel's brother Jacob, who is courting Rhoda, finds he cannot be there to support her in her hour of need because the secrets of his past are calling him away. Why did they have to come up now, when he was beginning to believe he could have a fresh start with Rhoda? Will he ever be free of his sins? His absenses begin to stretch into weeks and months, and Rhoda's penchant for finding herself in trouble have her needing a friend more than ever. As they fight to weather their respective storms, their relationship may not be strong enough to survive.

This second book of the "Amish Vines and Orchards" series focuses on faithfulness through trials. Rhoda, Jacob, and Samuel all desire to do the right thing and for their struggles to be tools which draw them closer to God. I'm really not sure where the final two books will take our characters! It will be a while before I'm able to read them, but I look forward to seeing their stories through to conclusion in good time.
Season for Tending


Cindy Woodsmall's "Amish Vines and Orchards" series kicks off with the story of Rhoda, a young woman with a few distinctive gifts. She is a green thumb extraordinaire, and she has uncanny intuition which has gotten her into much trouble. People are very distrustful of Rhoda's "seeings," and she feels isolated because of their superstition and fear. She takes great solace in growing berries and herbs, and has a thriving canning business called Rhode Side Stands.

Samuel King lives in the next district over, and is the young owner of Kings' Orchard, which is struggling to keep afloat after a few years of bad harvests. When Samuel meets Rhoda and sees what a strong mind she has for horticulture and business, he begins to wonder if she might be the answer to helping Kings' Orchard become all it can be. He's pretty sure his longtime girlfriend Catherine wouldn't like him seeking a business partnership with a woman, so he decides to keep it from her until he knows for sure that Rhoda will accept his proposition.

Other prominent characters in the story include two more King siblings. Brother Jacob spent a few years out in the English world and has a multitude of secrets which he is trying to keep anyone from uncovering. Sister Leah is a headstrong 17-year-old who wants to leave the Amish faith, but her bad decisions may catch up to her and force her hand in unexpected ways. When Jacob becomes interested in courting Rhoda, Samuel makes him promise not to mix romance with his hopes of a business alliance.

This book had so many characters that it took me a long time to sort everyone out and get a feel for each one. Once I started connecting with them, however, it was hard to put the story down and I finished it quickly. The plot was woven together well and I was glad that I had the sequel on hand when I finished. One thing I really liked about the book was that hope and new beginnings were strong themes. Life isn't easy but knowing God is in control leaves us with so much hope. I look forward to following Rhoda's continuing adventures throughout the rest of the series!
Revolutionary


The exciting Anomaly trilogy comes to its conclusion with "Revolutionary." If you need a refresher on what has happened earlier in the series, check out my reviews of Book 1 and Book 2.

Finding herself forced back to the underground State, Thalli faces her greatest challenge yet. The evil Dr. Loudin, who is responsible for the nuclear war that wiped out most of Earth's population, wants to study Thalli and the friends she has made above ground, as well as use them as leverage against each other to ensure full cooperation for his plans.

Although Thalli and the others scheme of ways to overthrow Dr. Loudin, she battles a fair amount of despair because he always seems one step ahead of them. She feels distant from the Designer and wonders why He is allowing this wickedness to continue. A surprising ally is found in Dr. Turner, John's son who has worked with Dr. Loudin for years. He sees now the depths to which Loudin has sunk, and he desires to do what he can to stand up to the corruption around him.

The struggle going on around Thalli only magnifies her inner turmoil. Although she was genetically engineered as an embryo, she discovers she has a biological father, mother, and siblings, all of whom are still alive. She's never known family, and she cherishes the hope of getting away from the State and having a future with them. She is also torn between two young men who love her: Berk, her childhood friend, and Alex, whom she met in Book 2, who grew up above ground as a prince among his people.

There are some really gut-wrenching things that happen in this book, and the not all of the characters we love will make it to the end. Even though the Designer does not seem close, they must keep faith that He has a plan which will overcome evil in the end. No situation is hopeless when we know God is in control.

I received my copy of the book from the publisher in exchange for this honest review. All opinions are my own.


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Awakening


I have been wanting to share my review of this book with you for a very long time. Towards the end of last year I had the opportunity to read the manuscript and was absolutely blown away by the beauty and depth of the story. Now that "Awakening" has been published and I have reread the finished product, I finally get to share my thoughts and encourage you to pick it up for yourself! Incredibly, it's free on Kindle today, but just for a limited time, so hurry on over there.

Kallie Andreas does not know who she is. Seven years ago she woke up in a New York museum with no memories of her life before. She has managed to cope with the help of a few key people, getting through college and procuring a job at the museum where she was for all intents and purposes born. Kallie feels drawn to history, perhaps all the more so because her own is a mystery.

Life changes when museum patron Dimitri Andreas shows up after years spent abroad, and Kallie could not be more surprised when he approaches her about leading a team to retrieve an artifact which could prove crucial to the project she has been working on for years. This is very much outside her comfort zone, but a little bit of desperation helps her decide to leave behind her fears and inadequacy and make a leap into the unknown.

As she starts her adventure, Kallie begins journaling a story of love and danger set in ancient Greece on the island of Kalliste, which is now called Santorini. She feels compelled to write from a place deep inside of her, and her therapist believes her story is helping to uncover her past and help her find who she truly is. We get to read along as she writes and try to discern if she's just paralleling her globe-trotting journey or if there is hidden meaning in her words.

The search for the artifact takes Kallie and team not only to Egypt, but also to Venice and eventually to Santorini itself. This novel is full of Tracy Higley's distinctive eye for details and presents each location so vividly that you feel you are the one getting desert sand in your eyes or enjoying a ride in a gondola. Each step is filled with peril, romance, and hope that Kallie will truly find all that she is searching for, including her memory. When the moment of full remembrance comes, be prepared! As I wrote in my feedback to the author last year, it "sent me over a mental edge." The story suddenly bursts into living color and you realize that there is hidden meaning everywhere.

This novel is part contemporary, part historical, and part speculative, with a dash of allegory thrown in, too. The themes are absolutely amazing, from the long and hard road that inner healing requires, to the fact that Jesus Christ is the thread the goes throughout all history, leading us to our true home. Will Kallie be able to find her home, her people, her family?

I received my copy of the book from the author. All opinions in this review are my own.
Austenland


"Austenland" is the funny story of Jane Hayes, a Jane Austen fan who has an opportunity to do something that the rest of us Janeites can only dream of: going on holiday at an English country manor where everyone dresses and speaks like it is still the Regency period! After enjoying the movie, which stars Keri Russell, Bret McKenzie, and JJ Feild, the latter of which happens to be one of my favorite British actors, I was interested in reading the book to find out more of the backstory and motivations for the main characters.

Jane is a thirty-something New Yorker who has never been able to find a man who measured up to her idea of Mr. Darcy, as portrayed by Colin Firth in the BBC version of "Pride and Prejudice." In the book, an older relative discovers her secret passion and as part of her will bequeaths Jane an all-expenses-paid trip to the Austenland resort, a place called Pembrook Park. There with other female guests she is to be entertained by actors playing Regency characters, and have the chance to live out her fantasy of what life might have been like in early nineteenth century England.

Upon arrival at Pembrook Park, Jane is fitted up with a corset and empire waist gowns, and is asked to relinquish all modern devices for the duration of her stay. Jane manages to sneak in her cell phone but is otherwise on her own, given the name of Miss Jane Erstwhile, and asked to play the part of a less fortunate relative visiting her loving aunt Saffronia.

Although the men playing the Regency characters are handsome and interesting to interact with, Jane soon begins longing for something real. She understands that the gentlemen are actors who are actually paid to enjoy her company, which takes a lot of the fun out of it. Even though she has much witty banter with one Mr. Nobley, it's the attraction of someone who is truly himself which leads Jane into a clandestine relationship with Martin, Pembrook Park's gardener. When he breaks things off, Jane decides it's time to take charge of her own story and enjoy the rest of her time for what it is.

While sparks continue flying between Jane and Mr. Nobley, she can't be sure it's not because he's just a good actor. The characters go on to do very Austen-esque things, including putting on a theatrical and later dancing the night away at a ball on their final night. Before Jane goes home there is one final twist to shake up her perception of what is true and what is part of Austenland's manipulation of reality. Completely disillusioned, is there anything the man who has come to truly love her can do to convince her that he isn't playacting anymore?

In the end I have to say that, between the book and the movie, surprisingly I slightly preferred the movie version. The book did exactly what I hoped in fleshing out the characters and helping me understand them better, but the author had a somewhat scattered, forced writing style which remained unconvincing. If you really like the movie I'd say the book is worth looking into, while I'd recommend the movie for all Austen fans, especially ones who know how to enjoy life without taking themselves too seriously.
The Doctor's Lady


You know there are two constants with Jody Hedlund books: The history is going to be good, and you are not going to want to put the book down. You just have to know what happens next!

"The Doctor's Lady" is based on the events of real-life missionaries Marcus and Narcissa Whitman in 1836. In the novel their names have been changed to Eli and Priscilla, and both of them had a heart for missions but neither was allowed by their mission board to go into the field without being married. So in February 1836, when they were hardly more than strangers to each other, Eli and Priscilla married, and soon afterwards began their journey to what would later be Washington state.

It is real historical fact that Narcissa Whitman and her fellow missionary Eliza Spalding were the first white women to cross the Rocky Mountains, setting precedence for the blazing of the Oregon Trail. This novel follows Eli and Priscilla's seven-month journey, and details things like their various means of conveyance (sleigh, steamboat, and wagon), their need to rely on fur traders who did not view their undertaking kindly, and their first encounters with different Indian tribes.

I found it interesting that Hedlund probed into Priscilla's motivation to become a missionary. Along her conviction that it was the Lord's will, Hedlund speculated that an illness had left Priscilla infertile and her desire to be a missionary was a comfort to her in this loss. Narcissa Whitman did have one child when she was 29, but that is after the close of this novel. The story also focuses on what was first a marriage of convenience between Eli and Priscilla, as they get to know one another and come to share more than a joint purpose together.

After finishing the novel I have done more reading online about the lives of Marcus and Narcissa Whitman, who ended up losing their lives in an Indian massacre eleven years into their mission work. Life among the Indians had been hard and very different than what Narcissa had envisioned. I'm thankful for the opportunity to have learned more about this couple and the way they made their mark on history.
Captured By Love


Jody Hedlund's latest release is set in a fascinating time and location. Taking place on Mackinac Island in 1814 (then called Michilimackinac Island), it prominently features the hardships that those in northern Michigan faced at the tail end of the War of 1812. The British held control of the island fort and there were many shortages of supplies because of various American blockades. I found the historical aspect of this novel to be one of its strongest points, as it's unique to anything I've read before.

Our main character is Angelique, who loves Michilimackinac Island and never wants to leave. Her fiance refused to sign an oath of alliance to the British so he and other loyal Americans had been forced to evacuate the island two years prior. Angelique spends as much time as she can helping her fiance's blind mother, but her own tyrannical stepfather is highly disapproving and often punishes her with isolation and hunger.

The highlight of every year is springtime, when the voyageurs, or fur trappers, return from their winter travels with a large bounty. This spring brings back Pierre, the brother of Angelique's fiance, who had left many years earlier after a falling out with his family. Pierre has now become a double agent spy and must keep his true American loyalties disguised even as he is given special treatment by the British on the island. Angelique loved Pierre before he went away, and his return has clouded her heart with confusion. Pierre viewed her as a little sister, but the blossoming woman before him forces him to acknowledge that he may be drawn to her in more than a brotherly way.

Angelique wants to honor her commitment to her fiance, and knows there is no security in a future with Pierre, as his heart as a voyageur belongs to the wilderness. Pierre struggles with wanting to do the right thing in all areas, including his spy alliances. When his brother comes home and battles erupt between the armies fighting for control of the army, all must decide their course of action and face the consequences which may befall them.

The characters and their storylines did not particularly draw me in this time. I just did not connect with them, and felt there was a high level of predictability. Due to some content, I wouldn't recommend this book for younger readers or those for whom abusive situations are triggering. The history lover in me found that facet the most engaging, and left me doing research on my own to learn more, which is always the mark of an excellent writer. Jody Hedlund is a delight for all those who enjoy historical romance!

My copy of the book was provided by the publisher in exchange for this honest review. All opinions are my own.
Caught in the Middle


I was a little hesitant to read this final book in Regina Jennings' debut series, only because I had two very different feelings about the previous books. I'd loved the first one but felt the second one wasn't for me, and I also wasn't sure how Anne Tillerton would be as a main character. However, I'm pleased to report that "Caught in the Middle" captured my heart and it's one I would recommend to all fans of the historical or western genres.

Anne was a secondary character in the first two novels in this series, and her background is full of neglect, abuse, and sorrow. To escape from the public spectacle she had become in Texas and protect herself men who might try to repeat the crimes against her, Anne has left off anything womanly and is surviving as a buffalo hunter in Indian Territory. Thinking she's found freedom and peace at last, her world is turned upside down when an infant is left in her care. At first Anne wants nothing more than to find the boy's father and get back to the open range, but then her heart begins to hope that Sammy might be her chance to have a family of her own after all.

As a social-climbing, appearance-conscious entrepreneur, Nick Lovelace is intrigued when he recognizes Anne, who was friends with his sister back in Texas, while sharing a train ride with her. He's sheepish when Anne ends up saving his life when the train is held up, and offers to help her in any way possible in the future. When Anne shows up at his office in need of a job in town so she can take care of Sammy while searching for his father, Nick's social reputation is put on the line. While he enjoys Anne's unique perspective and keen mind, not everyone is thrilled that this businessman and aspiring politician employs a woman who dresses like a man and has a shady background.

As the story progresses, Nick and Anne must make sacrifices for each other and for Sammy as they work their way through issues that come up. When Nick's business is threatened and he discovers political corruption, there's no one he wants on his side more than Anne. Anne must decide how much she can trust Nick and trust the Lord on this new path she's on. When Sammy's family is finally found, she faces a crisis of will and emotion. Her heart caught in two places, the biggest challenge of her life is set before her.

I'm so glad I decided to give this book a shot. Once I started reading I couldn't put it down. I enjoyed seeing the names of different places in Indian Territory, as I grew up in Oklahoma and was familiar with the towns described. On a spiritual level, my heart beat strong with the theme that God may ask us to give up the things we think we want, but in the end His plans are above and beyond what we can imagine. Anne finds that He is trustworthy, and this is what I have found in my own life as well.
Submerged


I had heard so many great things about Dani Pettrey's writing that I couldn't wait to start this book when it fell into my hands. I don't read a lot of action or suspense books in general, but I enjoyed this one a lot and hope I get to read the follow-up books in her Alaskan Courage series, each of which focuses on a different sibling in the fictional McKenna family.

Starring in this book is Cole McKenna, a professional deep sea diver. Our story opens when a small plane crashes in the frigid waters outside his hometown of Yancey, AK, and Cole is sent in to search for survivors and recover what he can from the wreck. It becomes clear that something sinister has come to their small town when the plane is found to have been sabotaged, and visitors are turning up dead all over the peninsula.

Bailey Craig thought she'd never go back to Yancey, the site of the worst mistakes of her life. But her aunt's death in the plane crash brings her back home, and she must stay long enough to put her aunt's affairs in order, which is no small task given the murder investigations going on. Bailey's background in Russian-Alaskan history becomes useful when it's discovered that the murderers are tracking down specific artifacts, and Bailey and Cole are thrown into each other's company in the course of the investigation.

Having already had his heart broken by Bailey back in high school, Cole is glad to see his friend again but very cautious towards anything more than friendship. Bailey can't believe Cole and his family are so welcoming and genuine towards her after the way she treated Cole all those years ago. It's clear that they have forgiven her. Is it possible that she could forgive herself?

Soon the action heats up as Bailey and Cole track the killers, who are also tracking them. Who will find the artifacts first, and how many lives will be lost before the killers can be stopped?

There was much that I liked about this book, including the closeness of the McKenna family, and their relationships with each other as well as the community. The romance was developed in a very real but reserved fashion, which I especially appreciated as a naturally reserved person myself. I am looking forward to reading more about this family in the future!
Veil of Secrets


The secrets of Melanie Connors' teenage years are drastically affecting her marriage and her parenting. Her husband insists on either marriage counseling or divorce, and Melanie can't tell if her daughter really is in danger, or if she is projecting her own emotions onto the situation.

Ethridge and Mackel take us to the heart of a presidential primary race. A God-fearing senator named Dave Dawson is doing his best to win votes based on his conservative platform, and his right-hand man Will Connors runs a tight ship. Their whole staff is camped in New Hampshire as they await the kickoff of primary season. I'll be the first to admit that politics are not my thing, but the authors did a great job seamlessly inserting us into the frenetic and pressure-packed world of campaigning.

There are three point of view characters in this novel. Melanie's marriage to Will holds many secrets on both sides, and she knows the rest Dave's staff sees her as a helicopter parent over her daughter Sophie. Will's sister Carrie holds an important position on staff, but an uncharacteristic one-night stand has left her with a surprise pregnancy which she is thinking of terminating. Rounding out the trio is Tucker Reynolds Keyes, a wealthy young alcoholic and ladies man whom the Dawson camp has handpicked to turn into their pocket journalist.

Adding to the relational turmoil and stress of the campaign is a national threat from a hacking group called Jericho. They are terrorizing citizens with power outages, media takeovers, and the release of private information on all of the presidential hopefuls and their staffs. The Jericho subplot adds quite a bit of suspense as the story unfolds.

As I noted in my review of Ethridge & Mackel's first collaborative novel, this is an honest story for mature readers only. The different subject matters are all handled tastefully, but just like all life, there are plenty of messes to be waded through. There is redemption and hope to be found for those of our characters who are bold enough to walk that path. A life lesson emerges: secrets are never more important than the people we may be tempted to keep them from.


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Stillness of Chimes


Meg Moseley's third novel tells the story of Laura, Sean, and Cassie, who promised at age 12 to always be there for each other. Now 18 years later, they all find themselves back their small Georgia hometown. Laura is there to bury her mother, Sean never left, and Cassie is back to help evaluate her own mother's lapsing memory.

As Laura begins trying to go through her mother's things and settle her affairs, she is shocked to hear the rumors that are circulating around town. Her father, long thought drowned after never returning from a fishing trip, has been seen in the woods. Is it really him? If it is, why did he abandon Laura and her mother? It's a lot of emotions to work through at one time.

Sean has loved Laura for as long as he can remember, but his eagerness to love and protect her after her father's supposed drowning made Laura skittish. Having looked up to Elliott Gantt as a father figure himself and now following him in the luthier profession, Sean doesn't want to believe that the man who was his hero would have done such a horrible thing as walk away from his family and let them think he was dead.

While trying to help her parents, Cassie is also coming to realize how far down on her priority list her marriage has fallen. They have been chasing the American dream in California, but maybe it's time to chase their relationship back to where it needs to be.

This book was mostly conversations and introspections, with not a lot of action. I had a very hard time picturing the characters in any other setting besides the ones the author put them in; they were not three-dimensional or dynamic. I enjoyed this story, but the style kept it easy to read while not being that engaging. There was nothing to make me care about the outcome. Moseley is a talented author whose future releases I will still watch for, but I'll recommend her first two before this one.

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Duty and Desire


This second novel of the "Fitzwilliam Darcy, Gentleman" series takes up immediately after the events of the first book, with Darcy having departed for London after the Netherfield ball. We get to continue making the acquaintance of his London friends, as well as see Darcy's annoyance at Caroline Bingley's continued attempts to draw him into pursuing her.

It is a special treat to readers to see Darcy travel to Pemberley for the Christmas holiday and be reunited with his sister Georgiana. It had been many months since the brother had left his sister in the care of Mrs. Annesley, and at the time of their parting Georgiana was still much grieved after her near-elopement with Wickham. Darcy is amazed to see Georgiana so recovered and making great strides towards becoming a poised and gracious young lady. It is a very happy Christmas for the Darcy siblings!

Yet there is another woman whom Darcy can't help but wish were with him at his family home. No matter how hard he tries, Darcy cannot forget Miss Elizabeth Bennet. He envisions her everywhere, even while trying to forget her. No amount of reviewing his objections to the match will convince his heart to leave her behind. Finally he is convinced that there's only one thing to do: begin actively seeking out and pursuing other women who would make a more suitable choice for a wife.

This decision leads Darcy to accept an invitation to a week-long house party at the estate of a school chum. The time he spends at Lord Sayre's estate takes up the majority of the book. There are several eligible females for Darcy to consider, and plenty of time to reacquaint himself with friends he hasn't seen in years. But there is trouble afoot, and quite a mystery unravels itself through the second half of the story. Who is orchestrating the haunting events which are disturbing the party? What is the purpose behind the ghastly displays? Will Darcy be successful in finding a more socially acceptable woman to give his heart to?

I quite enjoyed this second installment and look forward reading Book 3 soon. I must say that my favorite of the new characters that Aidan has introduced is Darcy's valet Fletcher. He is interesting and amusing, and it's fun to see him expressing his opinion in subtle and not-so-subtle ways that Elizabeth is indeed worthy of his master's affections. Even though I know how Jane Austen's classic story unfolds, seeing it from Darcy's perspective makes it all fresh again.
Courting Morrow Little


Historical fiction is always a draw for me. This story is set during the late 1700's on the Kentucky frontier. Morrow Little's life was changed at age six, when Indians killed her mother and sister and kidnapped her brother. Now eighteen, Morrow is returning to the wilderness after spending a few years with an aunt in Philadelphia. As glad as she is to see her father again, Morrow is a little unprepared for life away from her aunt's dress shop.

Morrow's father is a preacher and they often travel to a nearby fort for Sunday services, where Morrow is an attraction for many men. As a man of peace, Mr. Little also has ties to several Indians who wander nearby woods, which sets Morrow on edge because of the violence in their past. Mr. Little is sick with consumption, and worries about what will happen to Morrow if she is still unmarried when he passes away.

Not all the men who are interested in Morrow are honorable, and she may be forced to choose someone other than the man she loves in order to ease her father's mind as he grows weaker and weaker. I thought the title was a bit of a misnomer, as Morrow is married about halfway through this book and we follow her journey as a wife and mother in the rest of the pages.

Over the years, both before and after her marriage, Morrow is faced with the threat of being kidnapped by both Indians and white settlers. She deals with various life-threatening physical situations and the internal challenges of trying to forgive the Indians who murdered her family. There was not a lot of personal connection with the main character, because the author doesn't relay Morrow's personal feelings very well. It was almost like "Jane Eyre" in this sense, and this sense only. One of the few things we know about Morrow is that she cries all the time. I'm not saying that life wasn't hard and she did not endure tragedies, and in some ways it seemed more realistic that the author didn't try to pretend Morrow was a super strong woman, but I would have preferred a few less tears.

On the whole, I didn't think this was a very deep story. I read it on vacation, and otherwise I'm not sure I would have finished it. I tend to like historical fiction that teaches me about real historical events, or else is emotionally gripping and relays something about human character. This was pretty fluffy on those counts, although as far as the story goes, it was unpredictable and had interesting secondary characters. Just not my cup of tea overall.
Moonlight Masquerade


The Regency era holds a special place for all Jane Austen fans, and this novel brings a unique twist on the tales usually told during this time, as it focuses on two spies during the tail end of the Napoleonic Wars between France and England.

Rees Phillips has spent a decade toiling away as a clerk in the Foreign Office in London, and has grown a bit despondent that a promotion has not come his way. He is given a chance to prove himself when he is sent to infiltrate the home of Lady Celine Wexham, a suspected spy for the French. Posing as the nephew of her injured butler, Rees is able to assume an interim hold on that position, which allows him access to much of the household and a level of privilege among the servants.

I confess that I started this novel thinking Rees would discover that Lady Wexham wasn't a French spy, but to my surprise it turns out that she actually is! Celine and her mother had fled France during the Reign of Terror, and then Celine was pressured into an unhappy marriage with a wealthy Englishman. Now a widow for three years, Celine still moves in London's first circles but has been recruited to pass along any pertinent information she might discover which would help the war effort in France. She sees this as a way of bringing some meaning to her rather tedious existence.

It does not take long for Celine to detect that her new butler is not all that he says he is. Thus begins a cat and mouse game for Rees and Celine to outwit and catch the other in their suspected activities. Things heat up when Celine takes Rees and other household staff to visit the Count of Provence, the would-be king of France who was in exile in England during the latter part of Napoleon's reign as emperor. While staying at Hartwell House, Rees discovers that Celine's espionage has become suspected by French royalists, and plans against her life have been made. Torn between his duty to his country to unmask Celine as a spy, and what he feels is God's will in protecting her life from her own countrymen, Rees decides to put himself in harm's way for the lonely and intriguing woman.

I found the story a little hard to get into at first, as it's a very character-driven novel, but once the action started I had a hard time putting it down and enjoyed it very much. I learned a lot about England's relationship with France during this time period, which was a unique bonus. I'd recommend this novel to all fans of Regency fiction or historical fiction in general. I look forward to reading more books by this author in the future.
Washington's Lady


The life of Martha Washington makes for fascinating reading. It is clear that George Washington was a man for his time, whose humility and dedication to God led to great things, and partnering with George with his beloved Martha. I learned many things about her in this novel, and would recommend this book to all history lovers.

The story starts just after Martha Custis loses her first husband, leaving her a young widow with two small children. Martha was the wealthiest widow in Virginia at the time and was sought by several suitors, but it was the quiet and dignified colonel George Washington who won her hand. Together they raised Martha's two children and worked to expand Washington's Mount Vernon estate for several years while George served in the Virginia House of Burgesses.

We get to follow along with the major events that led up to the Revolutionary War, and watch with Martha as George is named Commander in Chief of the entire Continental Army. Throughout the long years of the war, Martha spent many winters camped with George and the Army, which is something I hadn't realized before. The war basically came to a halt each winter, making it relatively safe for Martha to travel and stay with her husband during those cold months. Her presence appears to have been a great morale boost not just to George but to the whole Army, who looked forward to her visits and the aid that she brought.

It was interesting to me to get a closer, personalized view of George and Martha both, because George had the same Myers-Briggs personality type as I do, and you can read about how his ISTJ personality came into play at this link. Martha, of course, had a different view of life because she had a different personality that balanced out the more stoic parts of George's character. In some ways I had a harder time connecting with Martha in the novel because the way she made decisions was so different than my own approach. I could see that some of the choices she made in grief would come back to be regrets later, and indeed they did. But overall Martha was a capable, gracious, and friendly woman who was able to work through great personal difficulties to support her husband through the birth of a nation, and to become a widely known and respected figure in her own right as she played her part in history.

I enjoyed brushing up on my eighteenth century history and this look at America's first president and his lady. This is the second Nancy Moser novel I have read, and I believe she does an excellent job bringing historical figures to life. I look forward to reading more of her works in the future.
Head in the Clouds


After reading this book all the way through, I'm not exactly sure how I feel about it. I enjoyed it, the plot took unexpected turns, and there were plenty of references to Jane Austen and "Jane Eyre," so that's good. There were other moments that were so cliche that I often found myself literally rolling my eyes. Aside from the cheesiness, however, I found it to be a mostly fun story that I would recommend for a quick summer venture to the Old West.

Adelaide Proctor wants to get married, and she thinks she's found the man for her in a traveling book salesman. He has given her plenty of attention but has been shy to make a commitment, so Adelaide decides to quit her job as a schoolteacher and follow him to the next stop on his route in hopes that he will realize how serious she takes their relationship. Instead she's stunned when she runs into him with his wife and son in tow! Ashamed, embarrassed, and not knowing what to do next, Adelaide seeks God's guidance and ends up taking a governess position at a remote ranch.

Her charge is the adopted daughter of Englishman and sheep herder Gideon Westcott. Isabella is 5 years old and does not speak, having her voice stolen from her after witnessing the deaths of both her parents. Adelaide is able to see the need for joy in Isabella's life and the two form a quick bond at Adelaide's interview for the job, sealing her a new home and focus.

Adelaide dreams that Gideon Westcott could be the Mr. Rochester to her Jane Eyre, but she learned her lesson last time and does not try to make more of their relationship than it is. Gideon is quite attracted to the spirited and adventurous Miss Proctor, but does not want to distract her from the good work she is doing with Isabella. The two must join forces to protect the child when her evil uncle comes looking to steal Isabella and her inheritance away for his own purposes. After murdering both of Izzy's parents, the uncle is not shy to use dire tactics against anyone at the Westcott ranch.

My favorite parts of the book were how serious the main characters took their relationships with God and how they sought Him personally. I do need to issue a trigger warning, as there is an attempted sexual assault which involves beating the woman up that left me quite uneasy, as the violence really bothered me. The overall story did somewhat redeem the author from my first rather negative reading experience with one of her books, so much so that I can see myself reading more of her stories if given the opportunity. 
How Do I Love Thee


I knew from the first moment I read the description of this book that Elizabeth Barrett Browning and I probably had more in common than I realized. We're both the firstborn in large families (10 or more children), unmarried into our 30's (or beyond), and have at least one oppressive parent. Even so, I wasn't prepared to open this book and find so much of my own journey within the pages. Elizabeth's battles held a striking familiarity with those I have faced in my own life.

Elizabeth Barrett's father was a horrible man. While his family was expanding he raised them in isolation, and then after the death of his wife kept all of his children beaten down with emotional abuse in the form of absurd demands. One of his edicts was that none of his children would ever marry. As a teenager Elizabeth fell into ill health, which was never diagnosed as a particular disease but from which she suffered to various degrees for the rest of her life. It was easy for her to stay bedridden, or at the very least housebound, and follow along with the life conditions prescribed by her father. At the beginning of the book Elizabeth is a rather selfish creature, as she has been living for several years by the sea and has had nothing to do but think about herself and her ill health. When her closest sibling dies in a sailing accident, Elizabeth returns to the family home in London, much grieved and feeling like the death was somehow her fault.

Throughout the years many people corresponded with Elizabeth, including her publishers, acquaintances, and friends, but few were allowed to visit her at home, and she never went out. When Elizabeth's younger sister wishes to marry, her father violently rebukes the notion and continues his iron-fisted rule. While Elizabeth sees some faults with her father's method of parenting, she truly believes it is his form of love and doesn't see what is all that terrible about it.

Until Robert Browning enters the scene. Robert, impetuous and full of life, has been captivated by Elizabeth's poetry, and he overcomes the barriers which have kept everyone out of her heart and home. While forced to keep his visits secret from her family, Elizabeth begins to recognize what real, true love is. Love is respect. Love is compassion. Love is wanting the best for another, wanting to see that person grow to be all that God intended them to be. Love gives unreservedly. Love is not the hard, stone-faced thing her father has given her, nor does love come with conditions. Yet that is the only kind Elizabeth has previously known. When Robert gives Elizabeth the real thing, the whole world opens up anew to her. Even if Robert's love for Elizabeth had not been romantic, it still would have been life-changing for her.

How do I know? Because my own life has been changed by true love of the non-romantic persuasion. I, too, was raised in relative isolation with imposed limits which I did not realize were anything less than normal at the time. There is a terribly poignant scene in the book where Elizabeth struggles between two choices: the one she feels would be best for her health, and the one her father approves of. When Elizabeth chooses to follow her father's wishes, I knew what was coming and my heart broke for her and for myself. Her father punished her emotionally even though she acquiesced to his ridiculous demands. He brutally turned against her solely because she dared to have a different opinion than his in the first place. It didn't matter what she chose. There was no winning choice for her in this equation. That, my readers, has been an experience often seen in my own life. I did not know any better than Elizabeth what accepting, healthy love and relationships looked like until those offering such love stepped onto the scene. Is it terrible that such love was not found in my home? Yes. But the good news for myself and Elizabeth is that God did not let us live all our lives in this way. He brought people to us whose perspective and care was a healing balm. He brought people to us who showed us Himself in action.

To watch Elizabeth learn to trust in love and learn to make decisions for herself was like looking in a mirror. This was my story, too. Only in the love and security of community have I been able to fully be who God wants me to be. It was only in Robert's love that Elizabeth grew as an individual and spread her wings towards recovering mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual health.

Stories like this are ones that I would recommend to all who have suffered under an emotionally and spiritually abusive parent. Such suffering does not have to be the end of your story, and while it will be part of your life forever, it does not determine who you are. The past may have been damaging, but the future is full of hope. Seek that hope, seek God's love, and seek healing. It is out there.

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