
Roy Graber believes he's holding all the threads of his life together. Maybe poorly, but they're in hand. A year ago he was in a buggy accident that left him dependent on pain pills. While his wife Jemima and children were recovering, he spent one ill-advised night that he can't even remember with a former girlfriend from high school, and now he's the father of a baby born from someone besides his wife. Paying for Tiffany's medical expenses has completely wiped out Roy and Jemima's savings account, but when it comes time for the next big business purchase that they have been saving for, surely he can secure a loan.
Meanwhile Roy hires Chris Fisher to help him on their farm. Chris is immediately attracted to Roy's spirited sister Abigail, but he harbors secrets of his own that may make a relationship impossible. He loves boxing and is helping his brother repay debts by taking part in matches.
Soon Roy and Chris both have their house of cards falling down around their ears, and the women are left picking up the pieces. Jemima is devastated by her husband's unfaithfulness and the multitude of secrets he's been keeping, and Abigail knows she doesn't want to enter a relationship with a man who is only halfway committed to the Amish way of life.
When baby Heidi needs rescuing, Roy feels strongly that he cannot turn his back on her, even if it means losing Jemima and his four other children. Heidi is no less precious in God's sight and Roy is willing to fight for her.
This book tackles a lot of very deep and difficult subjects. Is trust even possible after unfaithfulness or a string of bad decisions—or both? What does forgiveness look like with such grievous sin in the picture? What kind of boundaries should be in place as couples wade through these complex emotions? I give the authors much credit for not shying away or making light of any of these scenarios. While they are limited to addressing them within the scope of a novel, they do not go for easy answers. Each of the four main characters learn much about themselves and struggle with how to approach the situation. I would recommend The Englisch Daughter for anyone who enjoys deeply layered stories. The fact that this is Amish fiction is only one small layer among many.
I received my copy of the book from the publisher. All thoughts in this review are my own.